April 2011
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STOP SCROLLING. now reblog the hell out of this.
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December 2010
7 posts
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It seems
Well, it seems like no one on here ever cares to read or reblog blurbs and extended explanations so I guess from now on all anyone will see is photos.
Not that anyone is going to read this anyways. We only want something visually stimulating
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November 2010
2 posts
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FreeWrite1
You know…I don’t even really know why I’m sad - depressed, whatever you want to call it- and it doesn’t really make any sense…I have absolutely no reason to be down, comparatively everything is almost perfect now. I guess it could be the fact that I know that this perfectness can’t last, that I know sooner rather than later it’s all going to go downhill so...
August 2010
4 posts
Okay, I’m going to have to majorly BS my whole fucking way through tomorrow like no one knows.
She doesn’t know shit about whats going on and I need to keep it that way. That means no crying and being depressed. But after tonight that’s gonna be hard as fuck. Not even the monkey with cymbols is working.
I don’t know what to do. It all hurts to fucking much. And I’m...
Marching Band
I’m going kill someone and it’s going to be soon. I don’t give a shit about you repeating things a million times and demonstrating every single time because you want to make sure “everyone can hear you” and you want to make sure the “freshmen” can get it. No. Fuck you, really. You’re not doing any of those things. You’re acting as though...
Life is Shallow
I cannot believe how long it took for this part of me to realize that. Life truly is shallow. Some will say the purpose of life is to find love. That’s selfish.
And those who say that their goal in life is to help people? They’re selfish and shallow too. Anyone can say that they have the purest reasons to help someone, but even those pure things are corrupted and selfish.
Helping...
I just had a sound wave shudder through my body.
How appalling.
July 2010
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Going School Girl
Okay, I’m turning complete school girl for a minute here.
I finally get to see him! Finally! Finally after a whole month I get to see him!
Apparently he missed me too because he said he’s going to attack me with tickles and randomly bite me. Lol. :3
It makes me very giddy and red in the face and I love it. I’ve missed him so much!
And he has to teach me to dance! He’s...
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Angry Tears
Bastard! Fucking Jackass! Cocksucker! Whatever vial, disgusting word you can think of! That’s what he fucking is! I want to fucking kill him! I was finally dancing! Finally had the fucking motivation and God Damn will to stretch and workout and he kicks me out of the only fucking place there’s room to dance! I’m going to kill him! I’m going to fucking kill him!!
Why?! Why...
Temper Tantrum
Maybe she hasn’t grown up. Maybe that’s the issue.
Maybe she’s acting like more of a child than me. I mean really? Throwing a temper tantrum? And then she just stomps off like she just doesn’t give a shit that she hurt you because she didn’t get what she wants? I guess I’ll have to point that out to her.
“Can I have a hug…?Why won’t you ever...
School Girl
Why, yes, I have reverted back to a giggling school girl
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June 2010
13 posts
Hidden Mind: Oh yay, fucking depression. →
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Depression fucking sucks ass. I can’t do anything with people today because I still have to keep up the fuck ruse that I’m a normal person that’s just as dumb as them.
It’s the depression that doesn’t have any obvious cause that’s the worst. I could say, oh, it’s because I was reading/watching…
Maybe by telling just one person, the person with depression can get help. Maybe...
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Oh yay, fucking depression.
Depression fucking sucks ass. I can’t do anything with people today because I still have to keep up the fuck ruse that I’m a normal person that’s just as dumb as them.
It’s the depression that doesn’t have any obvious cause that’s the worst. I could say, oh, it’s because I was reading/watching about anorexia nervosa and bulimia, but I know that’s...
“Write drunk. Edit sober.”
– Ernest Hemmingway (via stephieluv)
The Personality Disorder Test
SCHIZOTYPAL I have had experiences with the supernatural. I have little interest in getting to know other people. People sometimes find it hard to understand what I am saying. I think other people are out to get me. I am aware that people notice me whenever I go out in public. I prefer to keep to myself. I have odd ways of thinking. I have trouble concentrating for long periods of time....
“I only find within my bones
A taste for eating earth and stones.
When I feed,...”
– Hunger - Arthur Rimbaud (from A Season in Hell) (via lucyphermann, hotparade) (via thefindesiecle)
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Get up and deal with your damn life!
I have a friend who is being verbally, and now physically abused, all because this jackass wants to pretend the world doesn’t freaking exist. He sits around popping pills and complaining about being bored and depressed, when he’s the only one fucking making him that way.
So, before you turn into this. DEAL WITH YOUR FUCKING LIFE!!
People think life can just be fucking played with....
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I'm calmer now
At least, calmer than the first time I tried to post.
So I’ll take another stab at what I was trying to write.
Schools. Stupid and idiotic. It’s not that school is a bad place, it’s just that the method that they use to teach everyone fails. You can’t teach to the lower or middle, it just won’t work. If you do that, then the top of the class, the students that are...
Siblings need to fucking die.
My first post was going to be a rant, but it...